Thursday Weigh In

187.2 not my lowest and not my highest!! ;-P

It's almost my bithday! And my co worker put a few streamers on my cubical for me and left me a card since we won't work together again until one day next week. Hard to believe I'll be 48 this year. Some days I feel like a spring chicken, some days I feel like an old old old crippled up lady ~ I prefer spring chicken days!

Tomorrow I am planning a long road trip. I will load a variety of praise and worship music into the CD player and pray all goes well with the trip!

Tonight is support group but I have a list a mile long to accomplish and have to prepare the house for an Open House on Sunday. Thinking I won't make group.

Enough rambling ~ catch ya later ~ onward and downward I go..........

That Was Worth It Again!

And I shaved 4 mins off the 3 miles tonight.

No ear buds, no praise and worship music, just me talking to HIM and I was doing all the talking because I didn't hear a word from HIM.

Now I know this blog is dedicated to my gizmo but some of my other blogger friends have come out of the closet about various things so maybe it's time I came out about my Jesus! If it wasn't for HIM I wouldn't be who I am today or where I am today. Over the last 6 years I have drifted off the righteous path here and there but HE is faithful and has been there every step of the way waiting for me to come back. So I poured my heart out to him for 51 minutes, HE knows it all, HE knows I need immediate direction in my life, HE owns it all, HE is the God of my home, the God of my marriage, the God of my family, the God of my business, the God of everything and HE knows my hearts desire, I just had to get it out on my own! So there ya have it, out of the closet, you have met the Jesus freak in me!

Now when I was almost done with my 3 miles I had to truck up hill next to the KFC and then cross in front of it and let me tell ya that fried chicken butt was smelling pretty awesome!! And I said self after what you are about to finish you do not want to waste the calorie burn on fried chicken butt no matter how awesome it smells! Hey wait maybe that was the immediate direction from HIM I needed.....no, seriously I need direction in life things not food things, I know not to eat fried chicken butt! I can just plaster fried chicken butt to my butt, gut and thighs!

Now to cool off, stretch out and accomplish something in this house tonight.

Onward and downward....

That Was Worth It!

I forced myself to walk today. New tennis shoes on, 3 miles later and 55 mins later it was worth it......really it was. I had my ear buds in, listened to praise and worship music and let my mind run with thoughts.

Was thinking....

it's been a long time since I blogged. Sorry!

my gizmo seems to be fine, seems to be working fine, I have no issues unless I eat too fast w/o chewing. Still tight in the AM so java, protein shakes, etc go down easier.

weight........up and down but still above 180, holding about 185 now days. Not my lowest point but for sure one of my most stressful points in life!

I'm trying to get back on track with my spiritual life, eating right and exercise.

A comment was made about me coming to MO and finding a doctor but losing my Jesus because she hadn't heard me talk about HIM lately. Ouch! I had even stopped going to church. Now being in church doesn't make me a Christian no more than being in a garage makes me a car. My point is I am not where I was and I desire to get back to where I was and grow in HIM more.

Also my life is in limbo, my husband is 600 miles away trying to start a business and I'm in MO trying to sell a house and continue to work. My sons are off to college. The house is empty....just me and a few things to live with.

So now you kind of see why I haven't blogged much....if you can't say (blog) something nice don't say anything @ all?! haha

I've missed ya'll!! ;-)