What Am I Doing?

I shouldn't be doing this @ my age! ;-P Job hunting? Really? Taking tests like an elementary student? Really? Being rejected over and over again! Really?

I know what I want to do but that dream is over so I can't hold on to it any longer.

I know what I need to do......find a job, any job, just get out into the workforce again and go from there. Continue to work all job leads, sell my Juice Plus and bread on the side, anything!!

This is totally frustrating to me.

onward and downward........(well not so much downward but onward)